yay! another day of a sunday! (: BUT! it's the last day of the hols! ): sadness can! hais. anyway, really tired now. but i wanna blog about church la. yeah. well, had cell. des came! (: den went to ESAB. isnt liddat? i dunno la. anyway. had cell. did evaluation. yepp. and vanessa asked the same qn as last week. rate from 1 to 10 on your spiritual walk with GOD. yeah. i was thinking. better then the previous week. yeah. but i'm scared i cant continue the same or get even better! cos now since sch is starting and summore, i WILL have a heavy homework shedule + cca + drama elect. + tuition and the list go on and on and on and on........ yeah, anyways, besides that, van thought the cell about justin's sermon last week. yeah. since there were like both of us last week. so both of us only understood la. yeah. so ppl who came where nicole n unlin + des! yepp. den they listened! and i still remember okay van! hurhur. first key change is; moving from independance on oneself to dependance on GOD. den the second one is resisting GOD's plan to willing to do it! and the third is; moving out of our comfort zone! tht one is on me la. cos i always laze and think that i've done enough, can slack one corner liao. but NO! i cant do that, there's another higher level for me to achieve! so yeah! I GOTTA TO IT! (: yeah. oh yeah. den we went back to church. had service. zmin came ! (: yeah. worship wasnt that great cos everyone wasnt worshipping GOD like REALLY whole-heartedly. yeah. maybe cos it's the system or sumthing that they were not used to cos it's new. i dunno la. but i couldnt worship properly as well. there was like this stone in my heart that i feel like letting it out. but i couldnt. then at the moment. pastor cui xian did an alter call. and she asked for those who are STILL resisting. and i wondered, "is this the what i'm doing? am i resisting?" so well, i thought, i AM resisting. i cant just stay in my comfort zone and not walk out of it. so i went up and if i'm not wrong, cheryl prayed for me. well, the prayer was REALLY something that impacted me. she was praying about me putting down ALL my burdens and walk with GOD.and stop the hatred i have within me. (only some know what hatred that is) and oso, put down that stone of mine in my heart and release from my troubles. and that made my heart lighter. i brokedown and practically just let GOD do his things and i just cried. after cheryl prayed for me, pastor cui xian did a close and al of us went back. it was really good la. (: and i thank gabrielle too! (: thanks girl(: for praying for me :D yeah, thanks cheryl too. is cheryl chio la. if i'm not wrong. yepp . and pastor keiren was the preacher for today. didnt really get what he was saying, i'm ALL blur. heh. yeah. well so den service ended and i went out for lunch. with joel, joshua, jem, nicole, kityee, jiaxin, zmin and des. yeah. went to plaza sing long johns. yupp, was super full la, den joel keeps thinking that the girl is looking at him! DANG! dream on! hurhur. oh yeah. den dominic and samuel ang joined us oso. yeah. den hoho joined us after that. and zmin went home. den joel , sam ang, dom went for soccer. kityee, jiaxin and josh went home den the rest of us walk walk lor. yeah. den after letting zmin go home. we went to play pool! (: yeah. heh. DES IS PRO MAN! she can play la! bleh! so team was me and des vs jem and hoho. and they won cos of BLUR me! i hit the black ball in and the white ball followed. -.- dumb rite? must be hit to hard le. sian la. anyways, den went to popo's house. ate dinner.watched a little of high sch musical! nice can! but like watch for 10mins den must go le. sian can. hais.anyways, des may be coming to our church PERMENANTLY! (: yay! happy happy. haha.and zmin recieved christ! (: whee~ oh yeah. and van asked me to bring more friends! that is if they are willing to come. heh. but des will help me. (wont you?) yupp. okays, i shall end, *yawns* getiing tired.
sch reopen tmr!
SIAN!
